Slap yourselves.

Hands up you people who have a major problem keeping your a** glued to your study chair.
Give yourself a slap.
I deserve one too.
Hahaha.

Omg the exams have made me so random, to the point where I'm getting kooky /:

At this time next week, I'll be partying like a rockstar (((((:
So whoever else wants to play (as in the club), see u then!

Oh and omg I'm so on about going to the gym and working out already.
Victoria, will you please tell me your Secret?

Omg, trailers for Gossip Girl's upcoming season is making me oh-so-excited.
Ok, I sound like a hugea** bimbo in this post.
Hahaha.

Ok, goodbye.

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Decision made.

After months of thinking this through, I've decided to forgo IVP this season.
I guess I don't want to jump into it just for the sake of being there to compete.
My foot's not exactly ready for intensive training for IVP which is only less than a couple of months away.
I need to regain strength and confidence first.
Anyway, the doctor's already said to take it slow and gradually.
I don't wanna jump the gun for the sake of this year's IVP and then suffer from another layoff in next year's season.

So yeah.
After exams, it's back to the gym for some hardcore strengthening.
And doing camps again (ah! the fun and the extra moolah!).
And hanging out with friends.
And maybe going away on a much needed vacay.
And I'll be back next season, stronger than ever.

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Why does school always feel like a battlefield?

Exams start tomorrow!!!!
And sociology's up first.

2 more weeks, N.
Then it's vacays
I so cannot wait, omg.
Planning to make a trip up to KL on my own and crash at Glenmarie.
Chillax and unwind by the pool everyday in my bikini with my laptop and cigarettes, getting a nice bronzed tan, a massage, manicures and pedicures, shopping and pigging out.
Sounds awesome eh.
But then again, there's training for IVP, which I haven't exactly decided on.
K, I'll decide soon.
Meanwhile, train hard Team NYP.
Hahaha.

Back to the books.
Bye.

So so hard.

Srsly, this is way worse than sitting for the A levels.
If not for my scholarship, I'd have dropped out.
Do something more fun like media&communications or marketing&advertising.
And get invited to all the coolest parties.
I guess I've kinda lost interest in Physiotherapy 'cause I've lost interest in track and basically, sports.
Something's just so wrong with me these days.
I used to hate partying 'cause I didn't want it to affect my training and all.
But now, I'd skip training just so that I won't be too tired to party the night away.
And I really don't get how I could even party the night before my last training for a meet.
I'm srsly going crazy.

I hate school I swear.
And I don't even feel like training for IVP.
I'm a whole second off my personal best.
Maybe I should just give up the spot to those who really want it.
Fuck.

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I'm so sure.

I don't like your ego and how you pretend to know everything when really, you don't.
I don't like how you act like you're the always the best and you put everyone else down.
I don't like how you like to take charge of everything and throw your weight around.
I don't like you pulling my best friend away to have heart-to-hearts with her about me.
I don't like how you treat your friends, having heart-to-hearts and then you turn into a hypocrite and say you don't like their lifestyle and the way they live behind their backs.
I don't like how you preach about religion when it comes to homosexuality, yet you drink.
I don't like how you think that your gender is superior over mine.
I don't like how you think that you're the only one who can protect me - please, get a life.
I don't like your over-sensitivity - stop being such a pussy.

I can think of a dozen more but I'm trying to refrain from getting into ultimate bitch mode.
Yeah, this is kinda just the beginning.
Haha it's funny 'cause I know you're not gonna read this.
But I just needed to get all this shit out of my system.
Wow am I so glad I'm over you.
Actually I don't know if I was really that into you in the first place.
I think you were just an experiment to see if I could handle a straight relationship.
And then I realised I'm gay to the bone.
Hahaha.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH, SINGAPORE!